confession

bismillahirahmanirrahim..

assalamualaikum,

sangat berbeza perasaan di petang ne,(despite of sakit gigi yang mnguji sabar and xsempat g klinik da tutup)

bila perasaan ingin makan bercampur baur dengan perasaan sebak dan terharu.

sebab sejak matang ini,saya sangat ego sebenarnya sangat sukar menitiskan air mata to be compared ngan fatimatuzzahrah beberapa tahun dulu,

apabila dengan tidak sengaja ternampak dis little boy( not really little,around 9) still wearing baju sekolah dia at 7 p.m.

once terpandang kat adik ne,tetiba teringat my childhood.i dunnoe why!

like i want to have the time machine and go back at that moment.actually its hard to explain.really.

because usually when i see little baby,or even boy and girl i just think nothing.perhaps just think ''this girl so cute,or so smart whatsoeva''

sangat berbeza dengan adik tadi.with his naive and innocent look makes me feel like crying!

tp selaku seorang yang ego,,hmm..i just smile at him and curi2 pandang almost every second.i think he could realize it and really wish to sit and talk to him.

i see part of my life.i confused.i still remember that face.hopefully,we can meet again~