lets talk bout love!

salam,,
last thursday..team Myuw Psc telah berjaya mnjayakan program yg dberi nama Pillow talk yakni sbuah program borak2 santai yang btajuk ''p/s:i love u''
this program really interesting even tgh down2 lpas test chem yg sgt kelam kabut tu,,lets not to think bout that~wee,,
so,,the speaker of da day is kak Farah Adiba n Ustaz Pahrol who is really known as the writer that somehow i think usually emphasizes bout love in his writing!

firstly,,certain phrase that i still remember from Ust Pahrol is ''mcm mana untuk tahu indicator yg org tu syg diri dia ialah dia xmudah jatuh cinta''
owh..i do think dis is perfectly right! if,,let say saya sgt mudah jatuh cinta,its means hati ini sgt mudah berubah2 n how?nk jga hati sendiri pon sgt sukar,,camna lah nk bcinta n nk syg org lain pulak? then,,he also said that love is a verb not a word! kak farah then mnafsirkan cinta adalah tanggungjawab..is that we are ready enough to face the responsibility??
besides,,kak farah also bg tips camne nk cari calon suami yang baik,,
mnurut kak farah: first,kne tgk dye tu jaga solat x.. some people nampak cam brutal jer(ne kak farah ckp ;) ) tp dye sgt jg solat dye! then,,im really interested when she said ''jgn rasa cinta kita cukup n mampu untuk ubah dia'' let say lar,tetibe sy tsuka seseorg ne, tp akhlak dia x elok sgt,then sy rasa mampu nk ubah dia..btoi ke sy mampu? bukan ker kita patut cari yg mampu mbimbing kita??cm lam klas IS slalu dgr pkataan skufu..n ustzh ada sbut sal skufu dr sudut 'iffah yakni mjga diri dr mlakukan pkara2 yg mlalaikan! see,,how Islam da gariskan semuanya!!
tetibe..sy teringat kata2 heroin ketika cinta bertasbih "cinta itu mampu merubah setan mjadi malaikat?is it true? yeah,, i would not deny that people will change..but somehow we must be realistic right? so..it's easy,,tepuk dada tanya iman!

n there are lot more things i got dat day,,but i just want to emphasized on this two things!
k..its already late..may Allah bless us..wallahualam..

mood swing,mess up,silently hurt?

salam..
..actually I do love having a busy life rather than having lot of free time and doing nothing.supposedly right?

but..all of sudden my mood swing very badly(unbalanced hormone probably??)
then,,i became some kind of weird! feel lazy to study..even so lazy to smile at anybody..and one day after class,while waiting for the bus going back to akass,,there was a junior asked me wether there is anyone sat next to me..then without any smile on my face and with tensed expression..
i said ''xder,duduklah''
then,I realized something.. eh..cik matuz..cannot behave like that,,we are muslim then we are brother and sister..so how come you be so not-friendly?

so what to do? be optimistic and keep smiling!i alway remembered a phrase from a sister
''in any circumstances even hard to smile,please be nice to others,we have to..!''
May Allah bless us!
wallahualam..